So I think this whole process is getting to me. I feel completely exhausted and not really for any great big reason. I've been going to bed at a decent time. Actually sleeping quite well. Working out 3-5 days a week. Eating healthy-ish. Yet I just feel tired. I don't think this weather helps. Its grey, cold and rainy. Has been for days now.
I keep looking around me at all that needs to be done and I have very little desire to do it. I'm SOOO looking forward to the move and would like to be able to just power through the house and throw everything into boxes but I'm still unsure of what we will need for the next few weeks and so I look past it or find something else to do (or not do).
I think I just need to breathe a little deeper and try to relax a bit. I am overwhelmed with the fact that I am here without Jeff and have to pack up 3 floors and 4 bedrooms alone. THAT is alot of work! I have been packing up all along but there is only so much you can do until the last 2 weeks. And NOW there is the added stress of moving again 4 weeks after we arrive in Edmonton. This means my last 2 weeks of packing needs to be even more strategic as I label things that can be unpacked and used in July and those things that can stay in their boxes for the next move. Seriously, i think THAT is what has me most stressed. 2 moves in 2 months. August is sounding better and better. Time to make some wine! i'm gonna need it!
Tomorrow is 3 weeks left and I vow to get as much done as i can this weekend. No matter how tired I might think I am. Hopefully the weather turns a touch cheerier. That would be a nice change.
Wish me luck!!
Thursday, June 5, 2008
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